play the violin again mr.sugihara

sometimes, i feel like i'm the decoration of a main course... a side-actor, passing by the glorious main actors... forever overshadowed by them.. without the ability to have my own radiant shine... it's not fair...

why is it not fair? do i seek for better looks? do i wish i had a better feature instead of the facade so often associated with myself? i know it's shallow to think so sometimes... but a facade of a person is the door to one's inner being... you wouldnt approach a deep ocean because it looks too dangerous... but imagine the depth that it has... some people rather waddle in a pond... oui cest la vie~